A victim of rape is also confessed: My husband left me. My fears are still in front of me.

Hundreds of Kosovo women during the 1998-1999 war experienced the greatest horror they would never have imagined. They were physically and sexually violated by Serbian military and paramilitary forces in the most cruel ways possible.

On the RTV Dukeagjini show, one of the victims of sexual violence during the war in Kosovo, has shown the horror it has experienced.

Her confession starts this way:

When the war started in 1998, we ran out of houses. We go through the fields in the mountains, massacred right there. The Masai make it. There's a lot of men out there saying, "Get out of here, 'cause the kids were screaming and screaming and screaming at me, running out, sleeping... Masanay, I'm on my way out of the farm. I'm getting my tractors. That's my ex-husband. They took his hair off. I made a mess of nowhere to go.

A few days ago, we said we'd go out and live like this in mountains, in fields, in valleys, where we looked like caves. We decided to go to the house and we'll get them. We'll take them to the kids. When the foam at the house I said let's go both of us, the foam takes my clothes back to its own house, if she wears her clothes I said, "Let me go and get her home."

But the moment she arrived at the house, what she had not thought happened to her, she experienced the worst crime in her home.

When the foam at the house they were cone there, the foam at the door we see the chachacha in front of the door, the cards were made up there, the bottles of crumbs, the smell of beer, the raki from far away... and we're going to have to blow out on the side of someone here I'm coming back to come back, when they're not picking up... they don't have to get us into that language.
They get caught up in the hall and they put it there... and they got two more men in the hallway, and I got a big frill in the hall, and I got a cold spot... and two of them were beating their wings, their doors, and another dagger, and he started with his job with rape, and I screwed that shit up in there... and I got on that side with the knives not tossssing.

But that is not all. Serbian paramilitary forces also hurt the victim's hand.

When the break stopped, a lot fell into my hand, and he stabbed me in the face. And he's the third one screaming and biting. It's been a while since he cut my hand. So many times he's gone, he's pulled my hand so hard he's stabbed me and he's cut off my whole wrist. Well, that's when I mess around. And I couldn't get into trouble anymore. The other guy raped as much as possible. The daggers would turn me off... I don't know, and the rest I don't know, I've lost consciousness... ”, she said.

Except for the horror and pain she still feels because of what happened to her, once the war ended she experienced the greatest pain from her husband, who turned her back and left her alone.

This is where the war ends. As soon as he got in that situation, he said, "What did you do?" There must have been a market. I told my husband... Man... You have a day... A few of the men's words, some of them, it's all about... You wouldn't have to come, you're calm... and laugh... and today I don't live with my husband.

And today, after 20 years, she says she couldn't identify rapists.

They were painted, even with the mouse ahead I don't believe you could recognize me”, she said.

Amid tears, and the pains still felt by the crime committed by Serbian paramilitaries, she says the anguish of that day never passes, and will always be present at her.

She never gets away, that nightmare, and they never get out of bed. Every night I see Andra. Every woman that's happened to them has always been present for”.

Unlike the display “Facing” it has been discussed how much we have worked as a society for these victims and how many victims have received the status of persons violated during the war in Kosovo.