A mother fighting alcohol, reason will surprise you

Emily Tomin, 27, was an alcoholic mother.

That two years earlier was starting the battle against this “fight”.

She tells how she started consuming alcohol, writes the Daily Mail, broadcasts Indescline.

And then every day a week and before I knew him, he took my life. I got drunk every day” said 27 years old.

Emily who had earlier said that she would drink a bottle or two wines a night depending on how she felt she found out she had always been afraid to drink because her father, who since then died, also fought with her.

But in 2015, Emily made a decision to change. It was a decision, she wrote earlier on her blog, which took place while she was sitting on the beach a few weeks before her 25th birthday.

I remember looking into the water, the waves rolling and falling off the legs and hearing a child laugh. I will never forget the feeling of love that makes me in my stomach, the desire to try for a child” wrote on a blog.

I was terrified of making the decision, because what if I failed? What if I couldn't do it? I saw my father struggle with him for years and he lost his battle in 2002 after committing suicide” wrote with her.

Despite the fact that there were cases when she could have caught bottles again, Emily said she had resisted.

Emily, who since then has welcomed a little girl Alina with her supportive partner, said she feels the incredible “happy” now she's a mother, but she also scares her. The last “I had friends asking me if I think we're going to drink again, they don't understand alcoholism. It's not like spending a period of time and if you don't drink, you're somehow healing “, she wrote.

She says she'll make sure she doesn't experience the same thing as her childhood, writes Indexline.

I'm not putting my daughter through my childhood when I think of Dad, he was so incredible. He was the best father in the world”, the mother finished.

I never want her [my daughter] to think of me as an alcoholic. She needs nothing but what she does now! A happy, healthy, stable mental mother” said Alina's mother. /Indesksonline/