I slap the 11-month-old girl, grab the gun and kill her.

Beshi '%s', as they call him 25-year-old inside, has been sentenced to 13 years in prison for the work he has already regretted. Seven more years left to complete the sentence.

It was an unwilling murder. Today a misunderstanding has been. I'm very sorry for myself. Because the reason I'm a penduby is that I didn't have to happen to have my daughter, pretty young and I've never had to date what I'm here for. But every time she finds out. I'm known to be guilty and deeply sorry that the girl's left without the support of her father. Not even mother.

She also talked about her now six-year-old daughter, who is under the care of Beshi's mother.

You live alone with Grandma. My mom and my two sisters. She's been to the social workers once, and now with the complaints I've made, I've taken her to my mom. Inshalla doesn't happen to anyone, but it's not prison, not sense. Yeah, it's too much trouble. It means the only child I've ever had in prison. As soon as my father was killed, I ended up in prison. It's not that murder was knowingly committed, but it happened unconsciously. I was too young when I came here. I was 19. I've been a lot of Ajami, but I hope there's no God in prison who tried me.

Beshi has confessed to the story of how she killed her husband while they were drinking coffee.

It's been... it's been 11 months, and it's been a girl. We've been drinking coffee with our husband, now the late Muhammad, and he's had a baby like every kid was brought up. Just like the kid that gets up. We've been drinking coffee, and he pours his coffee at that point. Even now my husband has a slap on his face, the girl... that I feel even about what happened to him, I feel guilty. That's because there's been a little bit of a chick and she's knocked me out. I told my husband. I mean, I mean, I'd rather fall than the girl. And at that moment, unfortunately there was a gun in there, his... I just wanted to see your husband, too. I didn't want him to drop his dick, but I didn't expect it to come down to the murder. I end up in jail, too, because I'm putting my daughter down. It was terrible to me when I got here because I left my 11-month-old kid. The worst horror has been today. It's just that I called the police. Not running away or something, but I called them myself. That's how you confess with all your emotions.

This convict claims that within the prison, officers also resort to violence against them.

The van has been practicing on me. I don't know, there's two months or three. I don't know, they've been questioning some balance.

There were some chips here for a balance, because we usually have it to give us balances and watch them for ourselves. But those friends are a little fucked up with this friend I'm in the room. Six years with Ibada. And so, that's where I know my staff was beating. I wasn't even sent to the doctor. These are the ones who take pictures of us getting convicted. I wasn't offered help that day. In three days. It's my first time, and I've been beaten by three officers. I didn't even get a chance to take the letter to the courthouse, or anything. Because whenever I go to work, because we do, they mention me as loneliness. I have trauma myself, I'm on staff, but I try to be quiet. )

Like most of the inmates at the Lipjan Correcting Centre, Beshiı calls President Hashim Thaci for amnesty (for pardon).

We were willing, we even forgive Hashim Thaci, those of us who have been sentenced for many years. That someone is expecting us. A child awaits us, or a mother, or a brother. No matter what, we're expected. I had a wish, that if Hashim Thaci has a little mercy, he will forgive us for being in prison within the institutions. That men, they're usually men and they can afford it. And we as women can't face it. Except a woman who gave her thanks. Two, actually, the President forgave them. There was no forgiveness for us.

Women in prison will have several opportunities to organise New Year's Eve.

Beshi has another wish.

I wish them all New Year's Eve. Insulting health and happiness.

Currently, 41 women are accommodated in this centre, including 2 minors./Periscopi/

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