19 hours agoI've been through a horror “over the past few years.”, recounts the personal details of Flori
Periskopi(4 years ago)
(4 years ago)The day before, Flori Mumese expressed some of his most sacred songs from YouTube after people had forgotten them and his music had died. The following day, the cantator has published several videos in the Institute about his personal life and emotional state, which seems [...]
I haven't read comments, portals, titles I had considered since before I did. I'm an artist, I'm a man like you, like all of you. Perhaps my emotional shield is slightly weaker and is growing weaker, perhaps even from consumption. It's emotional history, life, life cycle. Starting with the “song just du”, which is the symbol of life, of love. A few days ago, I was in Greece and maybe that's why I made that video. There I was filled with great excitement, and I probably shouldn't have reacted that way. I was a kid, 13-14, where I suffered the greatest pain in my life, first. One day after my father left the hospital...
Next, the cantator mentions victimization. It refers to someone who at one point refers to as “the close companion”, who, according to him, has accused him of being victimised by making such statements.
The victim told me. That's how I looked in her eyes, or maybe she was influenced by others. She knows me and she seems to have forgotten that I've spent the last four years in a horror, a horror and yet I'm here, victimized by her. He forgot I denied my blood, or here I was victimized.
He has forgotten that I am dead to live, that death has come to me in one form or another. He forgot that if I got victimized, I'd be out, but I could sacrifice him. The victimization is for a reason to gain something. I'm neither servile nor lollipop ass, nor with no dignity, and all I do with you is for the last thing I have: music and dignity. So all events have taken place.
I can't live cliche, make some trips and come back. I and just before my last loss (a reference to my mother's death) occurred, I worked and was displaced. I cried at night, working day. I challenged myself the wrong way. I've never competed for cups, nor for awards. I can't put my soul in competition. For what? I really appreciate the public and when they like the songs, but I never have the cups.
I've given it to my important people because I find it very pompous to keep them in my studio. This is victimization, that's the opposite. Tell me, my best friend how would you feel? When did you see them mock the cups? For the values they carry? For the song “I just du” that makes me feel bad before and after every wedding. I cried before every wedding. That song is history, it's my creature. My impossible, exactly. Both my family and my family that I couldn't build for myself. The symbol of life.” continues Flori among others.
