Jerard opens as never before: People don't know what I went through after that slide.

After that 2-0 defeat in 36th week, Red “” then equalled Crystal Palace and donated it to Manchester City on the last day.

The 2013/14 edition was the campaign when Gerrard was more likely to win the first title in the league, and now the legend of “Anfield” has opened up how it has affected him later.

“I think about it almost every day, if Liverpool wins the title it would certainly help me,” he said.

When I analyze it properly, I clearly realize that it was not just that moment that it cost Liverpool, but still some of me think it is.

People say to make me feel better: It was over 28 matches, but I still know that behind what they say, that moment was huge.

When Liverpool won the Champions League, I was watching fans thinking: They're happy again, it made me feel good again,” added Rangers' technician.

After Madrid, looking around, everyone was sad again, but the League Champions last year was a healing moment for me.

I think that if they win the league it would play a big role in me. That was a hell of a moment.

Even harder than people think. The only time I ever felt half dead, like my body was half dead. /Periscope. com/