Shocking confession of women who were raped by Serbs in Pristina Hospital liturgy

She had no good childhood. A love failed in youth and a marriage in conditions of extreme poverty, but also a lack of love from husband. He had failed to enjoy the birth of a child who would lose him as a baby.

Not enough, she has twice been a victim of sexual violence. Once during the war and another time long before the war began.

First person confession: Eat up!

FATHER

Our family had a hard time. And I'm an ex-con, raising orphan. I don't think I'm doing any good at the flag.

I love going to school. If you don't let us go to Santa Claus, she'll have to go through with it. Very, very, very much, I'd like a medical profession, all in a coma. Come on, let's go.

I remember a little bit of something that grew up, a little something May up to 18 years. We used to work together... We cried the most fun we had, we worked hand jobs. Day after day, we were due to date, in our con city, we were working. The keys were also the keys to the aunt. I wanted them. We were best friends. Johna said, "Did you get a dog boy?"

I liked them if they told me they cut our black cheek. That guy in the north is got it. If I say you know what the house is, the masie in school, the barrel gets this shit. I told her, “Tybe this guy gets mue, but he's just cheating on gas tank” I saw him from afar, but then we talked. Then we never talk, never forget how long we were alive, never... That was a good cone, his boy. And so we saw, did Aunty's days happen to us when she said, "x2..."

So we're talking, we're getting engaged, we're getting engaged without the S.C.S.S.S.M. left me “, O cos I fall here before I'm 15 years old. We've come to the house now, he's like... I've seen the can now, man. It's going to be a year. We're going to have to work, like poverty, want trouble, throw away, but you don't know who you're looking for. Come on, stop worrying about school that if I were to quit, I said it's got to be me, because you see that from me, I'm curious, I said where for days. And the daddy's room says, “N'd have to be careful if anyone's saying "x3>."

When I get here, I don't know anything, I'm saying, "The good boy, I have to get engaged in”." Even without days I'm nothing, I'm glad.

Not for this guy, but for another. For a word of mouth, life came to pass. Life went down, and he was gone. Yeah, well, you know, they used to change one. He's got a captive, man. I had brothers, where I could get them. My older brother was in high school. I don't know why I didn't cry. Why did I miss you? He'll forget them. He'll be gone. They'll never be forgotten for life.

For a word of mouth. . You were a year old like that, you know, or I'm going or not. I saw that son of a bitch going for them.

That ex-dog has got a boner. Nan had a smout, Daddy had two brothers. He's got two stoves, and he's got jobs, and he doesn't ask for any Christmas bread.

When I went to surprise them, the hyna in that yard, they had that beautiful wife, a wife of myrrh. Oh my God... to describe you, film, I don't know. I take the beans, and I drink the nag. I don't know how. Since that old smut, that mother-in-law... fuck. Psychically. The two beautiful boys of men were animals. But he wasn't even the guy, the man who took me for them. Two stoves had, no and I was, in the kitchen, eating food, but worse.

At home, my father and mother were very upset. You know, that man, you're just standing with the women of the town, man, monkey fart, fukara, you've got some S'kkin' bread. Come on, give me two years' worth of pregnancy with my dad. I'm pregnant... It was a baby damage, and I go to the doctor... in the press. “Valla s pursues”. They clean it up when they say... Six months, don't worry.

Now at the same time we were mean, eating, eating, drinking, living. Oh, God. What a nice, cussy-skin' coma. The church would hurt, if I didn't have ashes in my power, three days or four.

Even with a private doctor in Pristina, you're looking at me when she says, " “." Go to Hospital, there's a stir and wants Albanians, our tools are all that I'm supposed to be dealing with at the center”.

We're going to the hospital in Pristina, what with ashes, what with, first of all, sisters have going, doctors have gone there, a table that looks at women. The doctor blew our eyes, the goina doctors, so they shut us out of the kaaap. They're going to catch us. I said, why are you speaking Albanian? That was in '92.

And we used to take the najlon with the head of the hospital. You shut us down, doctor watch us. And we touched the boats, and yours blew... or burst, burst. You got it, you got it, I burst, I burst.

I never forgot the kiss, we got shot. They've got a white tie, they've got a big one, they've got me. And two sisters, they're wanting my clothes, they're talking shit till they're foaming. Formers have a big white tie... Yeah, I was raped. It's getting worse, it's the lifeline of our hospital that's out there in Pristina.

When we left, it was completely unreceived. And let's go, let's get us up, get us on the stove. There's three coming, there's three more coming, there's a militia with a flat car, I was, it was, it was, it was, it was you, it was you! What are you doing here? Then I just got mad at each other, that's what I'm talking about. That's how they got our hands on them. Why... and what, you don't know, except don't get in the way of God. For free, even if we were in those Sabbaths, they knew they wanted to find the kid. They were waiting to get out of here. And let's go, buddy. “Arise” said, “There's”. So I'm just between two eyes. It cried... that ran in a white tie on the mountain, but now our others came down, not four. They massacred. Yeah, even if you come in with clothes... just like ammots.

It's gone low now and not sleeping on the ground, now both in pain and in tute. Now God wants other sisters here.

I'm fine, I'm fucked, I'm raped, they gave me Inexincence, I'm a needle, I'm shooting in the hood. They gave me an inex, it hurts. I find it. I know it when it's got a chip. I don't know, man. I've never known a thing. I mean, it's like they've got shit in them. Now I know yours is the most important thing to know when I'm bleeding. A doctor or a bearded, black, chatty says, “What are you doing? And that's where blood is, corral for four days or three. As they stand today... saying in the room. Ra's, they'd swallow something up, they'd hook up, they wouldn't eat, they wouldn't drink, but here's the deal. Your age, I don't know what she was talking about today.

And it gives birth to a chica, don't now have a chica without, coty about that, com, at night, they brought it to me. They brought me babies. Not like today they're letting their heads go, when they found out I was two of them, at the head, leaving them. You drove the kids into that big career, and... boom boom knocks me down. This is how you get two babies. He knocked my kid off...

Chika left the gender soaking up a couple of nights that night up there. He knocked my kid in my eye, if you weren't willing to say something. Shut up and let me know if it was going back there, where, what, where?

The whole move, where Albanians still saw it.

I took Chika to bed, I left us for home once. Chika, only her arm was wrong. A little more nose and sari. She left the genus to suck, “O dance chika smuta”. Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay.

I came to the house. There's another atmosphere going to feed you. You know, life is just going to be a little bit, but it's a boy. Many, many, many more than two, I just wanted to get drunk, don't live. The mother comes with the little brother. I was dead, you're tired. You suck nothing. That way, no small family. It was a joy, nana, our eyes were filled, “Ama to wash the Chika”. And there's a woman in the bucket you had to give me, like, “He's tired of his head. If I'm a girl, you're a snore yourself, these two of ours, that the bucket's tired of the chika” head. I thought he was mean, too. When nana is saying, <x4 I said, "x6" so that's what it's like. Yeah, I'm getting”. I had it, nothing, nothing at all... Come back with us. Well the same on this two, he's never forgotten a mother. Never mind without cash. Today's got the sugar. You know, it's that day that I've never forgotten the face of a chica.

Since you've taken your breasts, they're cones without men, doctors. I never forget, nor did I have law or state. Never, ever that's how he fought to make it. They'd come into the house and beat us, cut us off.

The tybe man... the man said, "6 days, he said, “Come on in n'soba”. Met without a cigarette when he went to school, médesh, what without the body, said, “What are you doing? Who's got room hanger like this?

I'm telling you, I'm gonna- I'm gonna be the best of us. - Who's got a hangover? - Why is that? Just slaughter me. My husband, never again dated my uncle. I'm still trying to call.

I couldn't, I told her everything that happened. I was saying. I told him we got beat up, there's a woman out there, we needed clothes and we got beat up to”

They beat us. Because we've got years to find children, you've got to do with them, except they beat us up. I swear to God, I mean, I'd rather fuck myself, no. He was a mean, mean man. Except we've been beat up by the vallah, that s'guxoft, I said, you know what? Yeah... eat. Yeah, that guy's got me, Ma'am. “ > Where do you have? They ate and ate. By God, they came to me from a place where they had been. Three years from him, I'm off, I said, “I don't dare go to this”.

Five years of daylight. I said don't dare to let me see if I can, if I can get married from his face.

This is what happens to me over 92. I left that man for three years.

Now my dad's mother and mother are married somewhere else. Yeah, little kids, I said, "Well, I can't see them." I get roomed, the man I'm in right now.

When I asked for this man, with his sister, they say he's only got three kids. He's young, he's good, he likes this man. I'm new. This old cone, wants kids, black names.

He's been 50 years, I'm 27.

I was fine with this man. This wasn't even a cone of bad spirits, nor a dog, nor did you find anything.

My rooms are broken, they're dark, I'm sorry, they want a room, they're about to break down when they beat us up, they're hitting us. He's already lost his wife. I did great, you know, unfortunate.

Old and old, and male children. The man's son, you know him. They hated my husband because you looked at me and looked after me.

I'm fine with my husband. That's what we screamed, hot, bread-eating, bagged clothes, screaming. Well, I opened my eyes. I'm back, I'm confused, we've got somebody. When the war came out!

You know, you know, you just started fighting. We're out of the house now, not with 24 when NATO hit inmars, or 28th, that's how it's going, it's getting mixed up. We went home. I never saw my last day. I took the downwards. You had to buy it. And the man... the moves they paid for that car, got pretty good. It's a nice guy. They took it and beat the man, and then they took it from his shirt, and you took the “and you take it to “and then we pulled it out of the punk” where the “dej municipality”. They beat him, they cripple him, they gave him a squirrel, but he had what he stole, but nom, he did better.

When they foam at a floor, they're about to break us with grenades. We're stuck on that far house, all of it.

Then foam on a tarmac. We grew up in one field. We're fighting the rhen n'kerr, except the squirrels up here.

All now out here at night. Someone who loves wood, or what's out there, what's in there. We boys used to sleep there.

Let's go get another floor and get it in a haystack. Delo grue, the play of the house says, “Wallahi sökena në në në në në në në në në në në në në në kujdes, çmenme me san. And he's given us bread, my <x2, my brother, where he puts you, we're giving you <x2... x3> Aksham, let's come grenades, y'all bitch. We... we started shooting down there a little, there's little, eat, eat, walk.

They say, “Mule, board”. We had an Igball bag in a tractor. Little kid, bride, man walks in. That's when we fell in, war broke out, didn't even kill that man, ex-military, dressed. They shoot him with snipers and kill him. You eat it, you eat us all day, you walk all night. Now we get to the tractor, sometimes we're still not freezing those tractors, when we're now in Sabah to the city. Oh, there's some ashes around here. We'll be out early.

Let's go to town. That's where we saw a house from where the humans were coming from. We're going in. Cry at night, eat and eat bread. As soon as they arrived, before the acsham we met, they looked at it as if it were clothes they had, like armies. How are you? Well, gone, done, reminded us to go. When they're coming now they're about twenty minutes old. And you get caught, I'm your son-in-law.

You know, you're going to go home and take them away. I'm sure you had a broken husband. And yours were beating, they got the dukes, they got the money. Well, myth, those little kids, your horn's gone crazy. They got us so close. Cry with men, they shall tread on you; your aunt shall tread them. And they catch us taking us there with you further away. They've got a big house on three stories. Poor timer walks up to two o'clocks.

In that stove, they've got some new ones. The way he's been walking, he's got a knee. You had blood, you had gray hair, you had women, they had kids who slept for months, never died. What's wrong with you, your clothes, your panties or your blood or the bed you saw? Three stories have, they'll burn, you'll get beat up, you'll get your clothes, your hair, your hair... what you remember in the house that you saw us, until you get in here. In Jesus Christ, we've been loved and beaten, we've been thrown into a corner.

I've had enough of four men with the sand. Now, they beat us and they pissed us off. They pissed us... Our clothes were worth nothing. It's not you who found us there. They beat us, they pissed us. It's black and dark! I don't know where to ride, but stronger than insinuations. I'm tired today, except I don't know when I'm coming. They beat us good, broke us, crippled us. A couple of people have this one, I don't know how I'm gone. I'm gonna stick my ears out, and I'm gonna get out. There was no way out of that house for a meal. When we got here where I was, my husband beat them, except blood.

We're coming up there, all right, all right? You know, when they beat us, we fell. My hand, man, this guy, he's been waiting for me, but fuck you. I don't know. I don't know how I'm doing today. They beat us, and they pissed us off, and they pissed us off, and they pissed us off. When I got there, the man was glad I saw him there, and we slept at night in Pristina. You're alive? That sister-in-law to us, “But you're not a woman who's got the letters” she's got it all dark. You told women how they were. Kunata, sister-in-law told women. We're up here crying nights, we're coming. The brothers are coming, saying walk.

It's not done. We're back on our floor. The man broke up in town. He's coming to... All day long we've been traveling, we've come all the way from ncaxham from 12 to n'axeham jena comes from the city.

The body goes all round, the smug, the tired, the beating, the cussing, eating, the boring, yours. We saw the moves coming. On the way, they would kick the driver. And they take the money and the clock. And if the others did that for rubbers, you know, they were just trying to hurt those rubbers. And I'm going to get old, so I'm going to start off with those cashes, and I'm going to have soldiers, and I'm sure they were cones of tape in their hands.

And they said, “Look how old kneas have been doing. Take these old ladies to Earth” And you've got old ladies on the ground, so they can hold them. And the two of us ran around all the others beat us up good. We've been beaten up, robbed, what we've got, what we're gonna find, what we're gonna hit. I had a ring.

They got us a couple of rings, and I had a chain on my shoulder in a parstre. I mean, it's about them. It's about what you do. Yeah, but just like that, something. The witches have been shot from the door by the cloud. And now God has given us... they say, “ecni!” They beat the driver with us. A couple of hours here to crash by itself. They left us. There's another tractor coming, they've been dancing, they've been checking it out. We're here, we're on the coach. Well, we haven't had a snooze in our thirst. Let's go with the other floor, let's get to school. We found a house where people had fled, and it had returned.

We'll get there on that back, and we'll make the sound of something. A little dancing, flour, because there was no cure, no broth, no bread soda. God gave it to them. Even Bajram we waited there... Our cone of 100 refugees. They cut it off, they got it.

The man I knew nothing about, my big boy, my brother-in-law, was separated. They beat, they broke, they got stuck in a cave. We stay here. Coming up with the military, “How many are you?

When God gives them bombs out there and they've got it, they'll get it. Today didn't happen, well.

We went home. Blood, aunties. Did they get cut, or had a manger or, did they have a boo, God knows. We've been back the way we came, I'm sick, eat, eat, eat, eat... Within days, I went to the hospital for about three weeks. It's been a couple of months. Come on, they're almost three.

The bombings were carried out, NATO hyni. We're back at the house, eat, eat. I was so smut. They're talking about going to the doctor. I'm coming to the party... hey. General at University, Newgjinecology, nifarin technology. They're saying... I was sick. These doctors are telling me you're not pregnant. I'm fine. I'm pregnant. Okay, stupid. I said now, ma'am, if you don't mind. It's physically physically tired, painful, south... Tog, goatshit, you remember, the most distant of all. Well, something, something...

I don't even know how to enjoy it, and in life I never do.

I remember everything. I swear by God, It's been like how long ago the war came to pass, like today's going down. You know, I drink the beans right now. I'm treated. I don't have any drugs. I don't mind yours.

The man can't ever get away from me. He's getting angry. All day long, you're swearing and yelling, you're saying, " <x0..." And where did my wife shoot? Why are we just going abroad? When it went O The SB has gone to us and... “Black dance tulls, wrinkles, drinks even anger. Except for membo gas, cry my sister-in-law, he fucked my black cheek in the vault. And he had to beat me, but I beat him, and sosa was treating him. I'm not checking. And I'm a sister to the dark, not a good dance.

I'm just saying that our weather job is no one's gonna be okay with it. Even if we're making massa skeena kallxue, I'm making it up, it's getting paid. Sometimes I cry and I'm all about you, except for the TV, we watch it, we drive it, I'm afraid I'm getting hot. By God I don't know, these army are going into the ministry. That's too bad they're smoking our place apart, but maybe I was something turns out to be going straight into the kalexa, you're such a gas. Too slow.

I had many orders to work well and to abide by the laws, rules, that it wasn't just our work, that women's work, except that women's work had nothing to do with it. Kosovo doesn't care what happens to us. There's what Kosovo stole from us. Who has worked for us God saves the fur and fur of this people, all Kosovo doctors under our leadership, workers, children, schools, Lord.

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