Raped by Serbs: My husband and daughter were murdered, my family was raped

She had a happy life. He was married with love. They had a daughter. Everything was perfect until the day they entered.

On that day they would kill her husband and little girl. He would experience sexual violence, but not only that...

First person confession: I, mother, sister, sister, sister...

Lola

We were too many kids. And we're from a family of tʹskolums. We're our tsods. Since the war has left us a little behind, we have lost our knowledge as well as our school, only a good arena. We've had good conditions for our children that our father is a worker. We had good conditions, we had good school, we had good parents behind us, we've got it because we're tinkers.

When I dated him 18 years, he offered me a man's marriage. And I get to know him, and we're together. We have an elementary school together, and Mrs. Mass husband told his brother, “Lola's hands and women, their cows! ” Even if it's the custom they're always dealing with the misss, even though we're tsods, the ms. Now I'm married.

Six months we've got another day, we're already married. And we've had a very nice, very nice life we've had.

We had a lot of weddings and we had them close to home. As soon as we get to the wedding, we're wearing a canvas.

Now that I'm three months old, I've been left with the fountains. They were so excited. In time, I was born a girl. What a joy it was that they had never had a child a long time. What a joy, what lunch...

You know, at the time, the tupans came to the hospital, the whole family was thrilled. As from Us as it were from a man. They rejoiced, but war struck, ruined our joy, ruined our lives. The M. M. has broken all the things that I had in my life. Fuck me for having it. Fuck me. He's got the tanks.

We're having dinner. We're only days away when they said, "The moon at the police station." The moon's getting three that are t'skoshum”.

We've only been alive for days when we're ashes. They killed the man. Now I shoot my husband and the kid. I'm sick of hair ... I dated my long hair then. I'm in the police station.

That's where they started some crazy shit. I think I'm getting up, like, four hours ago. I ran away to the left, running towards the left. You've seen a man like us who's as good as alive. And I started, Mom, I went to Mom's. When I went, all my daughters were there. He said, “What was it? What are you stress? I never wanted to tell you what happened. He said, “What the fuck did you get in your house? I said, ” listen! ” At that moment, I've had the evil ones. He took my brother and kicked my dick off. I'll give you a ride, a seat, a seat. We only have days to get here to Brother's. There's ash in the Vlach and we've been taken with daughters. Nanna got beat up. The mother before them has been in front of her eyes. We were told, “Lutko moja” [My doll] “Kena did it to you as well, so it's” in English. We've been sent to Camamion and we've been taken now... we've got shit, every now and then. With the sister-in-laws, the aunt, with what we're with, we've been shot into the truck. We've been sent... a lot of places...

We've been taken from here. They had a school, a place, it was like school, it was like a police station. They used to say that. When we're in order. I don't know how many people there are, how today I remember, a bunch of women. When we're in charge, tap, tap, tap... run. Anyone who didn't want to, they took the knife and stabbed him. My whole body's got knives, my whole body that I couldn't handle. When I looked at my sisters, my sister, my sister's sister's sister, my brother-in-law, my mother-law, my mother-in-law, my mother-in-law. There, one ash and another goes out, one ash and the other goes out... so. We've been sent to Camamion too, and we've been tied up with a bloody dagger, that the whole blood celled body. Hike him, jice like crazy. All, one Jovan, you tell another Jovan, another Jovan...

All with one name. When we're out of there, we've been tied up with a knife, we've been shot in Camamion, there's two of us. That we didn't get through anymore. Jenna's got 70 pounds.

We've got a ride to Zvecan. Is someone saying, “Kah? “for Zvecan!” I'm just looking at it this way, so I'm in touch without a bottle. There's water, there's brandy, and now I don't know what our people have. But then we don't have days.

Yeah, he's saying, "The <x0..." we're giving you the courage that you're unsung, without pi” us never anything, nothing, nothing. It just wants some water to give us. Even when they did that, we were getting water to get us killed. And if you don't think so, p was like, he said, “Nosh truck qëqe”, <x4 The truck's already at <x5. When they did that to me, I was finally there. I was down with my sister, with my sister-in-law, with my two tits and I had a bottle of that. Gustian bottle, former brandy. I said, “City, can you give me a bottle? He said, "You don't get it, we're having a record of what we did earlier!" I said, “Do you know how to mess around, when the truck starts walking, they don't know what's going on. I'll break the bottle! ” Even in a coma. Slap it with a leg, chop it with a leg, chop it with a leg, once again when God wants to help me, what a scene they hit, I hit the bottle and I cut it open. I've got a cable, a cable with a leg, a mouthful of my hand. I've got it all over my head. I cut my hands. I cut his own hands. And cut off your hands, legs. I forgot my boots! I forgot my boots, I said, “Kceni or woman!” “no s guxojna, we're seen at” I said, “They're killing me with automatons, and if they don't kill me, you now measure me” I'm in a coma from the earth truck and I'm checking the rest. Here's my sister and sister-in-law. They've got about 100 yards away, that's 10 meters. I'm sorry. I checked them out. I asked them where they were. As far as we know where we're going, there's more to it.

When I said, come on, let's see what's going on here! ” We were in a quatune, which was what they were saying to him, on our way to Zvecan. When we're down, that's where they're gonna be. And see if we let you down here to the poor, <x2... We don't have days alive unless a horse-carried bull comes along. And I said, “A bon...? What's wrong with you? I said, “has led us to NATO.” He said, “not, NATO has started with his knees. ” I said, “NATO has come, we've been taken from here and there have been 148x13>. When he got the magic, I Turkish “come here! ”, he said, "What are you?" Even when it came down to our city, it was us who could've had a roadblock there, and there was a guard jet.

Jenna went straight to the club house. When I didn't go more than comfortable the day I was, nothing, nothing. Have you seen it? When anyone gets tired, and now when you're resting, you'll see that symptoms. Except when he saw himself in the field.

Even if she saw herself here, she wouldn't give me days to my brother or sister, or to have on this earth.

No, no, no. No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. No, no, no. No, he's saying that, not the other guy is saying that, not the other guy is saying that... If I may, my God, the ma's getting better. I talked about it since UNMIK time when they have, for these women and these nanas, since life has taken me... The kid doesn't, listen no, talk about their kids, talk about their husbands, talk about their sisters and everything. They said, "God give us a good day." But then, twice, he's never heard.

The president helped us too, we're being rehabilitated. Enough since we saw them, we had a meeting or something, when we saw those who backed us up, knowing that, you know, the soul of the chip, the soul of the man ceases. I said, "God forbid that someone came up with us backing us”

You know what I'm starting with, starting with when I'm not getting used to bringing two people in like this. Show me your finger, “Check this” Now they've all been supporting us. All your support. I'm here and hala-hala than you are, but now I'm over with the seizure. It's a hell of a mess, all right, all I can't do is go home. Epilepsia, legs, hands, sides. And now I'm getting the manners that are better for us, they're supporting us. It's kind of taken away from us that life isn't going all the way.

My sister died of frustration. She's like me. It's gonna be years of war that's dead. When the doctors did the surgery, they told us what they had in store for us in her, in her father, between her and her... What's wrong? And they can't tell me that's how they did it, because that's when you talk. But, “She's been out of her pussy for 12 years now. He's got his hand added. Calm God, our country has opened its eyes, and I'm looking for these women something that makes us tired.

It's like 2002, 2003, so don't let that happen by two years of war, and let's not let the beast know that now we're hard on date, just two years of war, his belly starts, and his belly hurts and hurts. What happened to me, or what happened to me? Brother sends him to the doctor. When I was told, “not this disaster head in my womb. Yeah, that's got beef. Said, “E since?” He said, "The “here is a burden of killing has something happening to him." They didn't know what happened to me. When I'm ashes and modes of surgery, then we had a bridge tumor and they'd be talking about it. Even when I've had surgery, 24 hours when I'm out of a case, the doctor has come before me. He's got a sheet of paper, and he's got me, “Where are you? Since...? I've had enough of that.

You had something behind the violence of disaster that made you look like them. Are you pregnant and murdered? I'll tell you, you get up and swallow that other guy, the other guy, the other guy. Doctor met me, he met my husband, and he said yes, I guess what happened.

Jenna didn't get tired of being 17 years or 18 years old. You know, I don't make day or day. When someone gets my birthday.

One more, they took me for fucks, because they killed my husband, they shot me in an electric chair. I lost all my memory that I had, my memory, my school, my writing, my reading. I couldn't wait to get a signature. You don't know that? Do you know who you are?

Four hours in the police. Any chair, they tied my stomach. You say, <x0... ” <x2 What am I supposed to do with Adam Demach, what am I supposed to do with... ” You say, “do you know there's a KLA somewhere?” I said, " “I know, it's a name from you that I learned” Even nice, I don't have a day, seriously. We cities have been taken... and we have dared to tell us something. That I was in touch with my husband and school, my own schoolroom, and we're gonna mess with it. No Thake W CHK, not so much. You're saying, “Who is Moses?” I said, “Who's got Mziu? Here again, there's nalt, “Come call who or who, or who or what, is 11x13>. I never knew a name I didn't have a day, seriously, who they are, but I don't know. It all meant to Thaci, Adam Demach to me. That brother, I was in a coma. They don't have a day or anything. Today they suffer for me, “Kuke what's in it” You know, for five or six months I haven't even been in a coma. When anyone asks me, when you are “you are? ”, “Is that right? Seven months has been going on. The doctors brought me your consciousness, gave you therapy. I was in shock therapy that all drugs, all of them have, like, nod, whatever. Even since I got my doctor, my “Is that they've got it all wrong even with the shpica”, in your words. I'll never forget President and Ferides. I've got my job, I've been found school, come out, run, come in.

Family members today have pain for me, today they have pain for shit. They know what happened to me. Not only family members, but also coschia, the circle, they respect you, they respect you. They don't have a whole day in front of them, but because of the men who killed my husband and my kid, even today, and that day I'm not a childless flaw, not a lame mess, they stood by me. They don't have days for example in my biology what happened, when they have, what they have. In quiet, they're going to say, "You've got another story." Well, these guys, you know, we're out of here. We have to talk to each other. But they told us here that they were chiefs, they didn't mention you, we didn't even have faith, they gave us faith, and we were expressing ourselves. We got therapy, we got it, we got it, we got money, we talked.

You know, when I came here, I thought the trees would cry like soldiers. I said sister-in-law, “O God, we're out of here! You're out of here! ” “Cops, no! I said, “I was cops” “Joo!”

Do you think I'd stick my hat up, that's how I focused it? I was out with these friends. “I'm getting out of here with them” “Why?” I said, “look where they are.” The Oaks seemed to be them. We're out, we've touched them, “That's where you listen, that's what this” is. I get that crisis, that frustration, that nervous. We watch the only night we come in the stove. Most of all, it's my birthday when it's a chip. You looked for him in the stove...

These men of the house start with a mothol. They tell me I'm not even cool or first. Remember that nana in Gijakov, remember the bloody lullaby she had. You're gonna have to cry to make sure she sees you, too. But you have to go out, and you come and enjoy it, you enjoy it. We're a family, they don't let us out of here. For example, Brother, I'm never his son.

One day, Brother Nanna says. ”Du me and split the hole! ” He said, “No, no! What are you talking about? What did you tell us? When you're back, do you know what you're like? From the fat intestines that violated the movement?

That's it. That's it. ”

He said brother “I can't stand it when he's losing my wife. I can't handle it”.

I'm gonna have to face it! Look at the sisters and the pussy. And get you a job! ” He said, “What?” He said, “I'll never read it to you for a lifetime.

Then the brother realized that they've been raped too. And he got up, he started, but we got the tanks in the bag. Nanna said it, “don't bon! Since you seemed to be leaving your sister, your husband's”.

Now the husband of this other sister left her sister mas takes time. Four children, and on that day, it will be a funk.

What did they do to us? Well, I got on board with another town by a day ago.

I see a Serb, I pray there, I put on a Kosovo police uniform.

And I said, "Oh my God, but God, don't make me laugh at you. You dropped your chess, and you dropped your Shahades, God let me go, and I remember. I said, “Look at this, they cut us, they got us gray. Our tits are in school, no work, no listening. She talks as much as Serbian music. He's already brought me. A woman's got it written, “I said, “am dancing! “ “It was long ago, but I learned what I had. So, she laughed at me, since today she saw me, I don't know, the other one that said <x14. > Open the window for good”

He sat down with me. Are you a boo operation or something? I said, "x2> Yes, I'm not good” “Mor are you pregnant?"” I said, “something else”, how it bears it a little bit. Said, “No dancing with you that... What did you have? I said, “He said,”Vallahi got laid, cry the woman that spoke Serbian, cry the police, you get something” “Eh took a daughter with a tʹkallxu something” He said, “What?” I said, "x18> Their brother's brother is nothing but with them” Said, “Why?” I said, “They killed my husband before my eyes, never in my life did he forgive, never. Just where we talked about talking and talking to other women the boy told you about what they did to us. And the wonder is that I've never had enough of my years.

And once again there's a war measure, right away, in the time of UNMIK, what, how, you know, you've gotten so fucked up- so you know, all of it, not just for yourself, but for your aunties. By the end of the day, you know, now they've lost their faces that everything's changed. Jon's getting me older. And now only when they're being warned by their husband like this is the man. So...

We often discuss with other women who have happened together. Even when we discuss it, let's get the kid out of there, don't let the kid know. That's right, that's right.

Ten times the trouble to break yourself. Do you know how God speaks to Nana? Are you here? Ten times I don't know if I'm gonna have to go to sleep, but God's call to my mother. Don't you have it in the bunker earlier? I went to the barn to say what my life was like. When I started my mother's fairy, I was back. Brother's wife, she took that barn. I went out at night and I was in the barn. Painting down there. I said I'm washing the well with tears and tomorrow's coma came to me and shot me in the trunk. You're acting like a nanna m'alke.

Now they started by controlling. I don't know how many people have ever made it. Don't go out at night. I was just driving, watching myself, “Who's got the connection? ”...

And now I'm getting sick, my sister's chips. When I see the kid's generation. Now they already have, I wish I could have... What about it? A woman in the sky, God said as well” I said, “God didn't say if he broke it. For God has forgiven me for living with them, and has caused it to take from me”... There's life going on like this.

He'll have to go out and talk about himself. As soon as you've been told 16 years, let's talk about it, come out, talk about your life, about the sense of having it! Why would they leave it there?