It's 22 years old: I had sex with my boss for 20 years, but then I found out...

A 22-year-old girl confessed to The Sun that she had an affair with her boss in her 40s and then realized he was engaged.

She says after a while he fled to another town to work and told the girl that he did not care.

Now the girl says she can't forget and doesn't know what to do.

You can read the girl's full story below:

I have an affair with my boss. There were a lot of red flags ahead but I ignored everyone because I felt so much for him. Now I understand how toxic he is but I still love him.

I work in a store. I'm 22. When I started working there, 18 months ago, my boss who's in his 40s told me he's jealous when he sees me with other guys. He paid very much attention to me. It was wonderful.

We started meeting regularly. He called me at 5:00 in the morning to get to him, have sex, and then we went to work separate, so nobody could suspect anything.

He told me that he was busy at night after he left and played the gym. I went to him this morning for weeks for sex until I found out he has boyfriends. A woman at work seemed to pity me and told me that they are even engaged.

When I asked him, he said he didn't know if he wanted to be with him.

But he didn't leave it, and I'm ashamed to say that I kept going to bed with him regularly.

He wanted to control everything over me. If I drank too much, he wouldn't talk to me.

If I didn't wear makeup, he told me I didn't look good. If I mentioned a boy, he wouldn't talk to me for hours.

When he moved to another subsidiary in another town, I just thought that things between us would work best.

I thought we might be open to our relationship because we don't work together anymore, but I was wrong. He told me he couldn't deal with me and that I was nothing to him.

But if he calls me to go to him. I've become so dependent on being with her and I'm going.

I know it's just about sex because he's drunk or drugs. And if I text him, he ignores me and doesn't text me for days.

I want to move on but I can't.

That's the psychologist's answer:

You're worth a lot more than that toxic man. He has made you lose your self - respect and the opportunity to find a boy who loves you the way he deserves.

Block it and don't talk on the phone. Be busy. Work, come out with company, find some hobbies. Or find others, do not give him time in your life - a person who has no interest in the feelings of others. / BS/