Tirana woman confessed: After the boyfriend took my panties off...

I'm a 27-year-old woman married in Tirana. I have a very good family and marriage with my husband, who is three years older than I am. With it I have two daughters, a six-year-old and a 3. I've known my husband for 10 years, and for seven years I've been [...]
I'm a 27-year-old woman married in Tirana. I have a very good family and marriage with my husband, who is three years older than I am. With it I have two daughters, a six-year-old and a 3. My husband and I have been married for 10 years and seven years. With it, we love each other and we also have a very good sexual time, it's a real fun.
Never refuse me or be satisfied with me. Recently, I have had a great need to stay close to each other and spend more time. The more you have, the more you ask. From the moment I met my husband in October 2002 and until the summer of this year he was the only one I've slept and the only one in this world that touched me, and so was the only man I've ever touched.
I used to work at a nongovernmental organization that completed its mission and the funds were cut off, which brought about the closure of this activity. The time I was laid off was two years, and the financial reserves I had saved ran out.
After a conversation I had with my husband, we decided to hire me at his friend's firm called L.S. It's about a businessman who has a big company and who mostly handles tenders. With L.S., we had an exit entrance, and my husband and I went to his house where he was with his wife. Even earlier, he offered me employment opportunities but because I worked at the Non-Winner Organization, I didn't accept it as a job.
L.S. was an attractive guy, a zebra, tall and very smart. At a young age, my age, he had managed to own a large and multicapital company. I started working at his firm and everything seemed good and okay at first. With L.S., I had very correct relationships until things started to get complicated. My job was a lawyer, and I had the office next to the owner.
In time, after more than a month of working there, he began to take a completely different approach from what was at first. He was not harsh with me or arrogant as an owner, but I saw him look at me in another way that made me feel uncomfortable. And then she started complimenting me with words like you're really beautiful today, you're dressed pretty today, or how nice to show you this dress you're wearing, etc..
After these comments, I took it in sports, not describing it as a serious situation, and not wanting to be important to the words. He had a sense of humor. I got used to his labels, and I was more impressed.
But when there were times when no more words began and impressed me for days. One day after we closed a very good contract with another firm, he told me to order something to drink and go to the office to celebrate this moment.
After I took the things we ordered, I sat down in front of him and we made “happy”. After that he thanked me for the work I was doing he started telling me other words of praise like “The man who has you”. As he spoke, however, he was staring at his computer and something was fixed. I got curious and I was reaching out to see you. He saw me curious to see, he succeeded - he said he could see that he trusted me. There he had a video recording where L.S. was having sex with another woman, not his wife. I was confused and fried at that moment.
I was expecting it. He told me that he was surprised and ashamed to ask me if he did or did I like? If I had such positions and adventures with my husband...? But I didn't answer, and I bowed my head down, and I felt embarrassed. As he was, he began to touch me with his feet, and then with one hand he held me to the waist, snatching away the body that was free at that moment and seated me next to him. I tried to get away, but to be honest at that moment I was excited. His hand started touching my underwear.
He approached me and started kissing me. I didn't resist, and the moment took me away. We had sex at his desk. I didn't think much of the consequences right now, but passion made me forget everything. After spending about an hour in his office, we left without making many comments about what had happened.
After I left his office, I felt really bad, but nothing went back, what didn't have to happen, happened. It was my first time that someone other than my husband touched me, touched him, and had sex with me.
I went home that day as if nothing had happened. I returned to my home and returned to my life with my husband and children I love so much. I love my husband and don't want to make him worse. What happened was a kidnapping and has not been repeated. The next day, I went to the office and had no contact with the owner, e-mailed the things we needed, and we always met other people in the office, and never on our own. We didn't talk about that. I got another job after two months of this story, and I never saw L.S. This is the story I want to share with you and comment on how you like, but I know I'm wrong and I can't get back to what happened.