I've been cheating on my husband for years, and now during quarantine...”

I've been thinking about leaving my husband for years and only a friend with benefits is making me think about it.

My husband and I are both 48 years old. He's a working man, but he's not doing very well.

He wants a long ride with me, but he's not respectful to me.

He was difficult for our boys when they were little. He was very clever and never understood the fact that they were young.

It caused words between us, and of course he always won.

Many times I ran out, but I still told myself he couldn't help me and I shouldn't have left.

Once I became so angry that I started going one night with a friend. We both went for a drink when an old friend and his friend were inside.

We all had a good time and laughed. She turned into one of those nights that would never end.

We went back to my friend's house and continued drinking.

I quickly became friends with my friend.

He wasn't romantic but he made me feel good and we ended up having sex on the floor.

That was eight years ago and we've been friends with benefits.

Despite the fact that he is 49 and married to children, we meet for sex as often as possible.

He has a great sense of humor and is very good in bed.

My children are now far from home, and my marriage has deteriorated.

I know we won't end up like this forever, but I don't want to continue the rest of my life like this.

Psychologist answers: I don't blame you. I know it's hard, but it's time to face your husband and tell him you've had enough and you won't live like this.

The way he behaves can be like his past and I agree he won't change, and you shouldn't admit it.

But this is a good time to tell him that you should be treated much better or not take care of him.