A sad tale of a raped woman is published: Nothing is death, what we've experienced

A sad tale of a raped woman is published: Nothing is death, what we've experienced

This confession was extracted from the book “I want to be heard: The book Memory With Stories of Surviving Women of Torture During the Last War in Kosovo” It is separated from the column, just like many other women. Serbian paramilitaries have taken the most beautiful women and placed them inside [...]

It is separated from the column, just like many other women. Serbian paramilitaries have taken the most beautiful women and placed them inside abandoned homes. Two and a half months she had been living with a paramilitary. I don't know his name, but he says he's able to draw it today. By the time he hadn't been there, the paramilitary kept him in the room. In other rooms, other women were being held in a similar manner. The first time I resisted, I turned myself in”, confesss the witness. She relates how the Serb even complimented her until she drank the milk that came out of her breasts.

Confession to first self: You Albanians are good

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I'm from a poor family. And after Dad and Nanna, we're five more kids. Two brothers and three sisters, I'm the youngest. When my father was in charge of his three full years, my mother raised orphans. We've been raised by nanas on top of our hands, and we've been raised with many extracts. It's hard for us to get to eighth grade.

I went to elementary school, and I had a really good time. Pretty good cosy, but because nana didn't have much better help. And I'm not recording school, I'm taking the exam, and I can't afford to go because of my commitments. When I was in charge of 18 years, they got engaged to a man we didn't agree to take himself because I'm very young, he's had 40 years.

With my brother and sister, have fun. With my little brother, I wanted to go to school... Two years ago. I am smaller, he's bigger. Big brother's a little bit... since... I know how to tell, because then they were given more rights than schoolboys. Now they help him with their ears, even if he's weaker, and I'm my best. I was all in a coma with success, five and four, all in a coma. Although I took it between the social notebooks. Those brothers would say, "Come on, come on, we'll give you a notebook, you'll write it with us, you'll teach us <x1..." I mean, they've all been humiliated because of the disaster. And... Working with Mother's whole life, helping Mother with every se. We had land, cows, ass, chicken, money, nothing. I just didn't leave school. I just didn't... I'll be right back. I don't give a shit what's in my mouth. My uncle also wanted non-school, and I got the exam, and I couldn't go.

Nanna, they've been doing it so much that today and that day they're mentioned as a trick, so good, for playing. The Vlachs were used but somehow as orphans were raised, like the tax collector, as if bowing heads, as if we've all been. That I in the beauty that I shared with the wisdom that I had, I could today even achieve better than they have me in government and they have me, where I know. Nanna my life here... two years' worth of marriage. She died when she was 20 years old, she died, Mother. Nanna... someone's here, you got no good family, you're working, and they're from our mother. I was working with my mother now, all quiet. I helped them with hand jobs, I helped them with things to do. Now whoever said it, he said it to “I'll take it”, and he too, “I'll take it from” She had a problem there too, Mother. She's been confused. That they said “Hina and we'd barely wet it. It's very good, it's pretty valuable “. Now Mom found it these 40 years, and he had a wife, and she died, and she didn't sell me anything. At last night, I spoke, “Better get married, he saw, he had... tʹman, he... They could see me, I was young. After all, this man is saying, <x8... Three months, now my wife. He had 40. I had 18. It was a dog, a coma after the taste, a coma after... Even today, if you'd like to give it to the menu, we're working on it, I'm working on it.

Canary was one night. They're gathering at the chips. These guys were wearing the church-poo headscarves. Uh, uh, uh { describes oil aloud to ba. And they're coming, the boy's drinking up the shop. Yes, the man brought the dagger. Now the big, fat sister tried to climb up and leave her fingers on the stand and paint it all over the place with a red-headed toad.

You don't necessarily have to have one if you need one of your friends, if you want one of your friends, or someone with a za.

You know, the Sunday morning, now to fix a wife... there's always been fearlessness like that, or a young woman, or a more helpless woman, a little bit, to stick the duvac, something...

Mllind now measures a year for my son. Mllindi chika, son and a little bit. All three, a measure.

The man's fine. It's good to have a good council. My husband's fine. My husband is very smart. And even if it was about very brave bridges, many t'entals, a lot of godpower, too powerful even though they're old. There was no problem with them, for example...

That's great and a coma. Very well, today's mother-in-law at night. I love my mother-in-law, and I mean, you know, you know, she's pretty good at it. As long as the sister-in-law, “Nan” today gets me fed, apet, how you talk about them as tʹmes. Jon has a very close, close, loving family. They never had a problem with me. No. They're complete.

The comatary births were timed. The cot gives birth to both at home, and the cormo's son is born in a hospital. My son was taken to the hospital because of the security that I had also given birth to my son. It's a cot that's born in the back. All day long, I was able to help my husband to make mesalalic vows. In fact, when the night comes and comes to your cotta ready for dinner, tinkle. Four teaspoons were fucked up by girls and old family. Even in the mornings, when my teeth began to hurt, I got a hold of a cat. I was beating, I stayed until I was mad. When I was a kid, I saw the cakes and I took them, and I taped them, and I hit them. I'll never forget. We put it on the fan's coat, and the com, he left it, and he wrapped the hole with wood. Hard enough to cut wood, cut wood. And now I'm the man, “You never knew the wood in a saw saw. I said, "I've never been a charmer, Sédi”, and I've been used to a wedge right now with what the wood is, they wash off. I used to shake the weed, put it like this, now I'd pick up the weed, yeah! I fucked those pans, four pans, when I even ate dinner. My mother-in-law said, “Hei how much you ate dinner, how much you ate, how much you ate, and how much you ate. I never gave birth to this guy. I said, "x6>Anni well” nothing. I'm very calm, very patient even though I am today. When that mother-in-law went to New Saba, the sister-in-law went to the stove and fell asleep, my mother-in-law went to watch the TV, after the other day, Oda. I just got hit by my teeth and I got it all worked out. I've got my wallet, my new wallet, and I'll cut off his throat, the red pen of my baby. Penny or do you want red. I also prepared a bag at the room door. Even a nalla put in a bag because of safety, sat down on two guys, beat the boat with two hands and modus. Nobody there. Not even 20 minutes has anyone come. And I'm sorry, it's a jet, it's a two-bubble on the baby, it's a little chatty. Call, call, call, nothing. A night's leg. Call, call, call. Now a little brother-in-law has got his mother-in-law, and when he came, he said, “Walla was born inage! ” “Where was you born? She said I wasn't born tonight. Now my husband came, my face, I fell asleep, I took my baby from him. Her mother-in-law said, “E What do you want? I said, “No I know what with bo” I picked up his belly together with red hair, cut it off, and cut it off. Baby up here. Even me on the baby. Family Annie. And I called, got a piece of sweater, and I dressed up. I put my panties on and I put on a piece of the boner and put it here. And I dressed up, put on a ding dingg here and here, right here, and I was led to the van. I got the baby laundered on my hands. A cottore and a coma, and it got a little bone in the computer. I washed the baby, I fucked the fuck up and I went and I got it, I got it, I got it. Tamley was in the kitchen. And I washed them good, as I remember today. And I bought the tamlin right, I drank a glass of tamlyn. And I could give the kid a breast but you don't get me. Then I went and waited, waited until I was given it. I said don't let my son sleep. I left him a bag of bagels. I tied him up and left him. I cut out the whole cobblestone, cleaned it up. The night of the coma had a lot to offer. I got it, I got it in the morning, I washed my eyes, I washed my eyes, I got it, we got the coffee, the bread, I made my bread. Those mother-in-laws and bitches are sleeping. No matter what, they're heading towards the Nanna, ten, and you're gonna get what you want. Two born in the house, but for my son they took me to the hospital... What I'm saying is, they've got a guy in the hospital because of the gender. It's been a long time. The man's coma.

So, for example, a little bit of trouble after child care, I just don't mess around, but the kid's never been before me. I'm in front of the kid. So here's how much it looks when it's done, like it's gonna be, like, "What?" He's got that clothes on. It's just a reminder, God's justice, I'm reading it, a cosy of the biggest kid, and he's got a sweater on his head. She had her brother in German and she wore it once, and when it was two days old, she came and got that sweater. Now I'm all cow-goose. I was telling three kids a cow was going in front of that cosie door. And when I get here, St. George, she got her clothes together and she took a knee in that sweater she was wearing. He had a mini eater somewhere, and now he's got a chip. He said, "My mother, where did you look at the good sweater?" I said, “A yes?” He said “I put it down between my car and my coat, I wash it, I wash it, and once it's a hundred times I've left it, I've told you, they're not even new. I got it. I got it. I got it. And when the day comes to go to school, she goes out and she wears it.

And when you're back, she's told him, "How nice is your sweater? It says, “You know, everybody's looking down because they've got a... When that chip comes in two or three days, will you give me that sweater? My kid's asking for that sweater.

I'm the one who said he got nothing, but bought it, bought the sweater. For four years she's been wearing that sweater, and she's gone to school and she's done school with that sweater. And I don't know if they've gotten it right, put a piece of it in there, there's a flower here. He put it in a virgin's hand and put it right here.

We raised three children with our spouse, even though they were not very good, but, well, face them. But there was a time when the situation started to get worse. A pre-war period... was very difficult. Just listening to what's going on out there, what's talking about. Before or after that, it is very difficult to go to Kosovo. We lived with them and experienced a horror of their own. Later on, we went to school, started schools to poison the nxans... and started getting young boys where they were, like, something about a word or a description of a bad-ass-ass, beating, loving. We can't afford to be on the road free, any sense of having had to be defined by them, by their husbands. Even day after day, in the 1990s, it just started... the journey was all about road shopping. Even on the day of Bajram, I have missed my husband. They're on their way. ...90s. War started early. It's said, "If you want to go to the pit, drop every single amount of euro”." And these guys with tractors have gone, they're tractors and they've left one for the other and they've got all the euro, and there's two to three hundred euros, they've gone and they've forgiven Bajrami and they're back. These people have turned away from their homes and have been robbed of the way.

On the day the war broke out, shots were fired in flames. There in my village, they fell asleep. When the night came dark, they began to bite, they fell, they fell, they ate, they fell, they fell, they fell, they fell, they began to kill people. You know, you know, you know, like, you know, like, you know, like, you know, you know, just like the first time, just to get out of the house. We decided with our husband and children and the entire village got organized and said we were going out with a mountain, we're going through a tunnel somewhere.

Two offenses. Twice we're out of the house, twice we're back in winter. Now 99 spring for the second time, it comes out. And we've experienced a horror. We went to the villages, where the police came and took us. Jenna has about 1500 women or more. Only women and elders and children that I am have.

They've chosen all the good women, all the new kids, and they've taken them to another village. They've been taken to this day, and they don't know where they are. Some have run away, some of them are myths, some are sticks...

There's no mother. He's just got the T's, he's got the arm, he's got the wind. The other one, the other one... that around the house... in the car, the police were in the back. And I am one of those women and a coma for 22 days, overnight with one room closed. 22 days of coma with a room. My father. My family's dead and I've been in a coma. I eat up my flesh, that cobble all night without doors and windows. I know them by sight, or names not because they're on our side, I don't have a day. It's only until dawn. The morning has come, 22 days.

It's got red ribbon tape on their arm, Tézi hoods had a head start. The clothes have had.

Attija had, short cars had. Today I live, I can draw the man.

Same guy never comes out. They all cry the same way. It's been really hard. There's no way of thinking. Death is nothing. Listen to death. For example, you've seen the swift with your eyes and you could die. You couldn't break it even. I'm trying and trying to make it worse because of the many horrors they've caused us. It's like, all of it, girl, all of it, all of it, is dead. Oh, two years ago, the body came out of giving, from the injuries I took. Initiately, he resisted. He slaughtered me. I'm sorry, they gave me infusions, I'm gonna have to eat bread with an innkeeper. We've had enough of a man's bike, I've got a transfusion. They didn't even speak Serbian. I understand everything.

He was home. Ode was. Ode of men. There were other women in other rooms. Full. The entire courtyards were full of shit. All night, all day. There were kids, there was kids, there was... Take care of them. Insulated between the mother mountain. That God has already given us that there was no one who could... You surrendered until the meal came to free us. They don't tell us. We've been left with straws there, and they've been walking. We had no days, we just disappeared. He's gone before the Sabbath, he's gone. He's gone. No screaming or listening. And a chat key to the window and a keybox from the window. Even the coma comes out, the coma goes, the coma goes, but I didn't have the strength to walk, and I fell into comas at night. Two of them are here. I know those people. I thank them so much they said... I said, “Yes, I'm smut, injured” “Who brought you here?” I said, "x6..." I'm a smut, you just want some water. They're going to take water from the animals there somewhere and they gave me water and I got it. They said, "x10> those tin cans got away and we walked down to x-x11> They took a horse and a car, and they brought it to me in the sky before they came. They shot me and they got me to a house. There's probably enough to eat, my eyes have been left, my parents have no idea. There were two women there, then they had someone on them. It's been a while since my husband called my husband, got his tractor and got his hands on the roof.

There's an Italian business association in the morning and he's been watching. He said, “This doesn't pay me life here, it has to be taken out somewhere that it started to eat its own blood, with its pi” He's outdone it, except for the skeleton, the insulin, and the flesh... This “E has eaten its own flesh, it's got it”. Now the man found the baby, took the kid. The guy in shock had to be in the band. And my husband had taken the children and they had days when I was my sister, and we killed him. And now when the coma arrives, the child has arrived. But now I don't want my hand up or nothing. Very ill, and that association helped. They've been telling you about the hospital of the community for four days, five. They've never given infusions over and over again. A hospital of Peja. The hospital helped me. I got a little bit of myself, I used to take them down myself. And they have my body as well, they've disinfected it all this way... now they've got a complete rub, a dagger and a whole body. Now it's been a very complicated time with an operation on the subject because of the great injection. I've got half of the ship. I'm so sorry. It's a disaster. Nights on the shawlhouses. Now they've helped me with my family, they've given me innkeeper, drink. About four years. Now you get yourself together, take yourself. I don't know how many times I'm gonna blow myself up. I wish I could break myself twice. I used to drink domestos and my family passed and I don't drink much, I just said I'm not alive anymore. Now they've brought me to the hospital. Come on over a month and more. Today and that day, I have a lot of stomach problems.

There's a lot of women in there but we can't talk. That's in the room. Change the locks.

It's changing the key. It's picked up in the loop. Same person every day.

Everyone's got a job with just one. You've solved my best, you've got to tell me who you were, you've got your balls. The other guy's got the other one, and the other guy, he's got enough. You're making your bread in Saba, you're giving me an innnoc ... I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I spent your sleep, never, ever, ever. I still have a problem sleeping. And I'm gonna do it like this and I'm painting it, and I'm begging it, and now the drink has a glass of water because of sleeping. The trouble with sleeping. Violence even on vike day and getting back to breakfast. Don't let God prove himself to us. To rape him hard until you're so tired that I've been brought to your senses... I don't know what they told me. You're 20 minutes, 30 minutes, since then. Yep, apet, apet. Boy Boyki till morning four times, three times until... You go out the day, now what I know where they're going, they're dressed.

30 years old, too. Just good words, all talk. You Albanians are welcome, you'retambal, you're like that. You've got the genus tamlin of tʹamel”. And I dated the kid. My nipples are all... We've had a nightmare. I don't know what we've been doing, since I've been living this long, since they can get there in a chair what I have for life. Since he could be in a chair. Since he could be dark without help. I have today's bread. I've got an ifh for an animal. And how could he experience this horror that bothered me and he's sitting in a chair and he gets 2,000 euros in wages.

Mass war has been a very dangerous life. This is a knock-up for everything. There's still no way out of this. KRCT. You begged everyone, every association, every one I asked for help, the real market. And I have witnesses, I have a husband, a witness, and I have witness friends who show qeteto... and I'm very busy, and I don't know. She's like a friend of mine who shows even more clearly what you've got and what a mess I've been through.

My husband, I'm late. Later. My husband saw it when they took it. He's got a nimal, he's been watching. He said, "I'm supporting you that I can't help him anymore. I'm not gonna help you, and I'm gonna have to support you in every aspect. And support me to this day.

Market start. Talk to your friends, now talk to the association. As far as the market is concerned, no one has much worse. For four years I've been on the market. You don't even talk to your spouse. You know your husband, but I couldn't explain. You know, it's a lot of communication, isn't it? All of us said, “this is smut”. Make me cry that I wasn't mean. I understood it, but it's just that you're a bit short of tea. But there was still what to do, she did without my wish.

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